I spoke too soon. The hormones have taken over my body and I no longer have control. Today I had a meeting with the Senior Management about our 2012 planning. It was like walking into the old boys club…someone made a sarcastic comment and I turned into the Terminator. I was taking no $%&# from them today. I walked out of that meeting and was so upset. Although they deserved the response I gave them, it was definitely more fueled than I normally am. I can feel myself about to snap at everyone and everything. It is probably a combination of both the hormones and my anxiety over this cycle. I think I need to lay low for a few days.
After 5 IVF cycles over the last couple of years, I am sure people are starting to think that this is who I really am….a crazy woman.