This morning I woke up with three little babies inside me. Good morning sweet little babies that I dream about! I am still so over the moon at how great this cycle has gone. However, I am still very aware of the possibilities of it all going terribly wrong…but I am forcing myself to stay very positive and believe that it will happen. I went to bed before DH last night, to spend some time doing a little meditation about my embryos and visualising them growing. I am so proud of my little embryos already, they are like little people already in my mind. I am so proud of their growth, I feel so confident that they are going to keep growing…for the first time I am really seeing my babies.
Ok…maybe I am hallucinating or having some kind of progesterone melt-down. I am still the hardened VET who knows that anything and everything can go horribly wrong at any point in time. I just feel like it is my time. I must believe it. It can happen, I have seen it with so many others who have tried and failed so many times. I know that all the negative energy will start seeping in a few days before I test. I am going to try really hard to keep all those negative feelings at bay and focus on the miracle that we have three amazing embryos back on board.
Today I have three babies. Today they are all here with me. Today I am happy and excited for the future. Today is a good day. Today I do not have to take a Gestone shot…..pure evil 😉